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Monday, December 7, 2020

Metaphor and Allegory in "Matthew"

    In the book of Matthew Jesus says "That is why I speak to them in parables; for they look without seeing, and listen without hearing or understanding" (13:13). When a potential convert is "listen"ing without "hearing" they are being passive. In order to truly understand the words of Jesus active engagement is required. The parables provide this opportunity for those who listen to Jesus to figure out what he means when he uses imagery to represent the requirements of following God's word, This oblique approach is echoed when Jesus says "I will open my mouth in parables; I will utter things kept secret since the world was made" (13:35). He is promising to be indirect on purpose.

    This occurs with the wedding parable and the parable about the laborers and the vineyard, as well as others. With these stories it is up to the reader to make the associations that the imagery suggests and determine in what ways to interpret them. However, on three occasions (the parable about where the seed falls, the parable about the darnel,and the instructions about how it is alright to eat without washing one's hands first) Jesus tells a parable and then proceesds to explain it. In doing so Jesus undermines the stance that it is up to the reader to come to their own conclusions; the morals of these stories are provided. However, there is a tension between parts of the lessons that are explicitly laid out by Jesus and information that is left to the readers to fill in for themselves.

    Most of the lessons function as metqaphor, a dynamic in which only one aspect of the representational image is relevbant to the corallary oiutside the story; but there is an instance of allegory, a dynamic in which multiple aspects of the representational image are relevsant to the corollary outside the story. The second seed in thesower parable "fell on rocky ground, where it had little soil, and it sprouted quickly because it had no depth of earth; but when the sun rose it was scorched, and as it had no root it withered away" (13:5-6). The "rocky ground"can be seen as a hostile environment, where a person's faith is not encouraged to flourish. In such an interpretation there is non defect in the seed; the failure is external to the seed. But Jesus explains the imagery this way: "The seed sown on rocky ground stands for the person who hears the word and accepts it at once with joy; it strikes no root in him and has no staying-power, when there is trouble or persecution on account of the word he loses faith (13:20-21). According to Jesus the failure occurs when the faith of the person "strikes no root in him," not because the person's faith is subject to an invalidating environment. To be an allegory to the "rocky ground"would have to indicate more than one aspect of it's representational quality.It could be a shallow faith and a hostile enviroinment, for example. To be a metaphor only one aspect of "rocky ground" has to have a corollary outside of the story. Jesus provides evidence that the language is metaphorical when he specifically defines the corollaries of the story and lets the reader know which aspect of the corollary is significant, By strictly confining the interpretation that the reader is supposed to engage in Jesus demonstrates that this is metaphor and not allegory. He does this by saying "strikes no root in him". That is the consequence/aspect of "rocky griund" that is important to Jesus.

    Jesus repeats this process. He says "Some fell among thistles, and the thistles grew up and choked it" (13:7), then proceeds to explain that "The seed sown among thistles represents the person who hears the word, but worldly cares and the false glamour of wealth choke it, and it proves barren (13:22). In these verses the dynamic is indentical to that of the previously cited verses. Corollaries are identified and their meaning is specifically defined in limited terms.\

      The fourth part of this parable functions somewhat differently. Jesus says "And some of the seed fell on good soil, where it produced a crop, some a hundredfold, some sixtyfold, and some thirtyfold (13:8). His explantation of this statement is "But the seed sown on good soil is the person who hears the word and understands it; he does bear fruit and yields a hundredfold, or a sixtyfold, or thirtyfold (13:23). In this case Jesus retains language that is not necessarily literal; he only unpacks it so much, The "crop" and "fruit" can operate on a literal level; a reward of having a strong faith may be agricultural sucess. The "crop" and "fruit" may also represent the results of proselytism (a seed grows a plant, and the new plant also has seeds) or children ("seed" has long been slang for sperm and children  of those in the faith would be raised in the faith and also become followers). These are but two of the aspects of the term "seed, " other readers may identify more. The multiplicity associated with "seed" , and its associated terms "crop" and "fruit" which are echoed in the parable and the explanation, elevates this portion of the story to allegory,

        Because there is an allegorical element to this parable Jesus does not completely abandon the idea that the reader has to actively figure out the meaning of the story. The "crop" and "fruit" images are key to understanding that Jesus will assist the reader, but only to a point. The final leap, the ultimate understanding, still requires the reader to bring their interpretive skills to bear on the story. This is also at play in the parables that are not explained.It is left to the reader to determine if the imagery functions as metaphor or as allegory, The wedding parable contains this language: "Look! I have prepared this banquet for you" (22:4). The "banquet" can be read as the material support that one's faith will provide, it can also be read as the spiritual satisfaction to be found in faith. Reading it either way engages it as metaphor, reading it both ways simultaneously engages it as allegory. This is not to say that reading it as allegory is a superior stance. The task for the readcr is to determine when to read images as metaphors and when to read images as allegories; this struggle makes the parable rich in interpretive tension. Allegories can be read as possesing multiple aspects of the imagery in question; at what point does the reader cease to find potential corollaries significant?

Monday, May 10, 2010

What skills did I use today?

I tried to offer my neighbor some soup but he turned me down. So much for doing something nice for another person as a skill.

Sick, vomiting, didn't make it to work. Took care of Sabrina and slept a lot today. Read my DBT book and tried to find ways to not make it worse. Worked with my breath.

Did a couple of things so I wouldn't feel like the day was a total waste.

What skills did I use on Sunday?

I did some around-the-house stuff in the morning, took a long nap, then went out in the afternoon. In my PJs. To the library. Ugh.

I cut a chunk of flesh out of Sabrina when I was trying to cut some mats out and she ended up having emergency surgery at Dove Lewis. This was traumatic and expensive.

I did make soup from scratch, so I feel good about that.

Saturday, May 8, 2010

Saturday: Is Lying in Bed a Skill?

Tdoc wants me to work on skills that are not so action-oriented so that when I am unable to be action-oriented I can still be skillful.

I lied in bed with Ludmilla purring in my ear and listened to NPR. I drifted off and napped a while. I tried to be in the moment with Ludmilla. I observed and described what it was like to lie in bed; nice and warm under the bed with the windows open and a cool breeze.

I think that taking a shower has to be on the list of things I do every day, since it is almost 8PM and I am still in my PJs and I feel gross.

Friday: Skill or No Skill?

I went to work even though I am very depressed about the tdoc situation and talked to the director of the clinic right before my shift started. It was suggested that the clinic isn't right for me. I'm not exactly being shown the door, but I am certainly being reminded that the door exists.

It was a full day and I was clearly not charming. I talked to one of the people who is PIC sometimes, even though he won't be PIC on Monday, because I needed to find an authority figure to talk about my problems with my Monday coworker. It turns out all month I have Mondays working with the same person, a person I have a hard time with because I have to make sure they are doing their job. And doesn't take feedback from me well. So we decided to take a watch-and-wait approach and see how things go this coming Monday.

My skill most in evidence was Effectiveness, since I held my tongue about certain things I felt it was not wise to talk about. Also, I've been packing really healthy lunches on days that I work and feel that is helping a lot.

Friday, May 7, 2010

Thursday was upsetting

I slept late and didn't do much before I left for DBT at noon.

There were some skills involved in getting in the shower and getting in the car to drive out there. The group itself was OK, but the tdoc session afterward was distressing. She (and, by extension, everyone involved in my care) wants me to identify the distress tolerance skills that work for me and practice them. So if I call and need assistance, the response I'm going to get goes something along the lines of "What skills do you need to use right now?" I feel like if I knew that, I wouldn't be calling.

I also feel like the distress tolerance skills don't pack enough punch for me when I am in crisis. I can't find something on my list that satisfies me.

Last week I called the crisis line available through tdoc's agency and was asked "What would tdoc say to you right now?". I didn't find this helpful; I don't know what she would say. Or that she would even say anything helpful. So the crisis worker told me she would put a note in my file that this intervention is not helpful and she would let my tdoc know. This is not a successful crisis call!

So tdoc wanted me to express what I want from therapy and asked me point blank why I am there if, as she said, I think my tdoc sucks. Which I never said.

I left tdoc upset and crying and had an episode of disassociating in the car while driving extremely fast. My body was going numb and I felt terror. When I got home I laid on the bed, slept for a while, got up at 9 and ate something, then went back to lay down. I slept a long time.

I feel like it is up to me to figure out how to use my skills and no one is going to say anything to me other than "use a skill that works for you". Ugh. 

Thursday, May 6, 2010

What skills did I use on Wednesday?


  1. Wise mind
  2. Observe
  3. Participate
  4. Non-judgmental stance
  5. One-mindfully
  6. Attend to relationships
  7. Problem solving
  8. Accumulate positives
  9. Build mastery
  10. Mindfulness of current emotion
  11. Mindful of current thoughts
It was a lot of errands and tasks in the morning. I has up waaaay too early and had to sleep for quite a while during the day, but I was up & out for my meetup in the evening and had a good time even though I lost.